The Truth About NATLFED

June 6, 2012

Time sifters

Filed under: Cult,NATLFED,Politics,Uncategorized — ghostwriter1984 @ 21:56

Time is a precious commodity to someone like me — overworked, underpaid, multiple responsibilities and obligations.  Yet I consider this project of enough importance to stay up late every now and then or get up extra early before work.

An interesting title, you might say, more appropriate for a sci fi piece than this particular forum.  I say time sifters because that is what ex-cadre do when they first exit the group.  They get stuck in their heads certain events that play over and over and over again.  Kind of like an old vinyl that keeps skipping until you reset the needle.

There is no escaping the past but there is reconciling it.  Your therapist will help you learn how to deal with this.  And if you’re stuck with a therapist who doesn’t say a damn word, you’ve got the wrong therapist.  You’ve got someone bilking you out of your hard-earned cash.  If you just want to talk and have someone listen, find a homeless guy.

I’ve been overwhelmed with a lot of emotions.  Recently, I received some papers from an old friend.  Been reading them and learning a lot.  I thought I had it bad but whoa, this person did stuff that almost makes her a living mary sue.

I did a lot of thinking and decided to hell with it.  After all, what good will come from all that stuff?  I mean, let’s face it, no one believes the stuff that really happened that just seems “unbelievable”.  There are some real people who are extremely over the top and that’s just who and what they are.

Land the airplane.  I want to get off.

Seriously, it’s easy to get stuck in the past and that is entirely unhealthy when you’re dealing with a dangerous cult.


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